Guilt

#Kineto

I've done many bad things in life....I've ran over a deer with a tractor. I sliced my dads hand. I always make other people feel bad about themselves. I'm not the best person but I try to be good. I'm good enough to have a partner, she loves me, I'm WAS good enough for someone to say they loved me more than anything. But I'm not good enough, I got replaced...it still hurts but not in the same way. I don't CARE that their with someone else. Its just....the feeling of utter betrayal hit me like a truck. I'm not good enough for my dad nor will I ever be...I'm great to my friends but they...

#Kineto

🎵pathetic pitiful pathways 🎵 🎵missing out on life 🎵 🎵i make everyone sorrow 🎵

#Kineto

I've caused nothing but pain ever sense I've met their family, one thinks I lie and I made one feel bad. I wish it would just forget who cares if I'm telling false truths, it would just be one thing if I was. Past I'd the past, can u see that? The other one, I made them feel happy for a few weeks, maybe two months, then replaced me. I tried to make them feel good but...I only make them feel pain ever sense the incident....I want to h@ng, myself, so bad. I hate myself for this. God I wish things were different...