Asher (Omega)

Is this supposed to be a girl or a boy like am I supposed to be a girl or a boy?

is this perhaps based on a book?i think ive read a book like this i dont remember the name of it though

𝙸 𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚐𝚘𝚝 𝚖𝚢 𝚟𝚘𝚕𝚞𝚖𝚎 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚘𝚗 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝙸 𝚑𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚟𝚘𝚒𝚌𝚎 𝙸 𝚊𝚖 𝚛𝚞𝚒𝚗𝚎𝚍.😭😭😭😭😭😭