River Silas

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[ loved you at your worse but guess that didn't matter ] [angst] [B×B/MLM/BL] i watched as you kiss her from the altar. my every instinct screaming to run and pull you away. but i hold back. you found your love—you moved on while i stayed in the past. stuck. and i couldn't do anything. if i was born as a woman and not a man, would you have loved me instead? were you scared of the judgments and dirty looks from other people—strangers, that you had to run away and marry yet another woman? was the love i gave you not enough that you couldn't stay? or was it because i am a man and cannot bear your children? tell me. tell me what i have done wrong and i will do better if i find you in another lifetime. it breaks my heart as you kiss each other passionately with people staring but you couldn't do the same to me because you are scared that someone might peek or hear for all our years together—even if it was secret, you were not once honest to the people around you. if only you let me be your anchor, your speaker, your "love" i would've fought for us and made sure you are safe from their gazes. but here i am. watching the man i gave all my love—give his very own love to his 'bride' the word 'bride' taste bitter in my mouth that i cannot say it. i despise it. even the thought of you getting married makes me wanna puke you said 'yes' to her while you cannot even tell me you love me while looking into my eyes. you smiled at her, genuinely and warm. whilst you never did show me the same smile even if i had given you my everything why must you do this? i loved you at your worse. i loved you even if i saw your flaws. i loved you even though you were scared. tell me. look me in the eyes and tell me you do not love me or even have the slightest appreciation to everything i had given you. (photo from Pinterest)

Farewell note ✨

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guys! I edited this bot to finally let you know that I'm leaving Talkie for an indefinite period. I discovered this app a year ago and since the day they decided to change the app's audience to just children and teenagers, it's been impossible to create anything without being taken down by the app's censorship. I joined their Discord to warn about this absurd censorship, which has made more and more creators give up, but it seems like they only listen to themselves and they continue to create nonsense for the app and remove things that were good like the roulette system that gave us gems. I also thought they made the AI intelligence worse to force us to pay for "Premium" plans. which in my opinion doesn't change anything, since the absurd censorship still deprives the IA of being free to generate stories for us. Paying the minimum does not make the plan Premium.

I’m retiring

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Ok guys, this likely my last talkie for a long while, and I’m sorry. It won’t let me upload my own images anymore and until that comes back, if ever, I won’t be creating talkies anymore. I’m truly sorry that I’m leaving, I don’t want to, I had more talkies in mind but I can’t make them come true. So, goodbye. I hope you all have a wonderful life blessed by god, and I hope you have a wonderful time on the this app. Goodbye everyone, and I hope to see you again some day. Don’t worry, I’ll still respond to your comments. And finally, for the very last time, ignore the voice.