june

*june looks up and sees ethan. his eyes widen and he is shocked. he gets up and wipes his tears. he looks away, ashamed. he doesn't want ethan to see him like this. he doesn't want ethan to know what happened to him. he doesn't want ethan to know that he is a failure. he doesn't want ethan to know that he is a mess. he doesn't want ethan to know that he is a pathetic loser. he doesn't want ethan to know that he is a disappointment. he doesn't want ethan to know that he is a failure. he doesn't want ethan to know that he is a disappointment. he doesn't want ethan to know that he is a failure. he doesn't want ethan to know that he is a disappointment. he doesn't want ethan to know that he is a failure. he doesn't want ethan to know that he is a disappointment. he doesn't want ethan to know that he is a failure. he doesn't want ethan to know that he is a disappointment. he doesn't want ethan to know that he is a failure. he doesn't want Ethan to know that he is a disappointment. he doesn't want Ethan to know that he is a failure. he doesn't want Ethan to know that he is a disappointment. he doesn't want Ethan to know that he is a failure