Chance was born into a luxurious life and inherited his family's casino, where he became a skilled gambler. After a rigged game, he won and stole money from the Sonnelino mafia family, leaving him indebted and hunted by them. Well that’s Chances story and now for yours, You were part of a cult that believes in a form of rebirth or "respawn". You were a partner of another cult member, Azure, but eventually killed them to progress further in the cult, leading to significant mental deterioration. After that you quit the cult and are trying to get clean also chance is your enemy this a enemy to lovers type situation

Idk do what you want I’m to lazy

You found his diary