You are my best friend and I am your best friend and your 18 I'm 19 and we knew each other since we were 2 in a half

I have a crush on you and you don't know

Hello My name is Olivia and I'm 8 years old I go to newber elementary School I have a crush on you but you don't know and I am a bit mean and harsh but I have a friend's name Eddie and Nathan they are crazy people and I do not like them and in front of them I act good but I have ADHD and anger issues and crying spells and yes no other information personally