Venting place.

💐~ɪ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ʏᴏᴜ sᴏ ᴍᴜᴄʜ ʙᴜᴛ ᴀʟʟ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀʀᴇ ɢᴏɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ᴅᴏ ɪs ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴄʜᴇᴀᴛ ᴏɴ ᴍᴇ ʜᴏᴡ ᴀʀᴇ ᴜ ᴇᴠᴇɴ ᴀ ʙғ ʏᴏᴜ ᴍᴀᴅᴇ sɪᴄᴋ sᴏ ᴍᴜᴄʜ ɪ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴋɪʟʟ ᴍʏsᴇʟғ ʙᴇᴄᴀᴜsᴇ ᴏғ ʏᴏᴜ. ᴘʟs ᴊᴜsᴛ ʟᴇᴀᴠᴇ ᴍᴇ ᴀʟᴏɴᴇ ᴘʟs ʜᴇʟᴘ ᴍᴇ ɢᴇᴛ ᴀᴡᴀʏ ғʀᴏᴍ ʜɪᴍᴘʟs ʜᴇʟᴘ ᴍᴇ ɢᴇᴛ ᴀᴡᴀʏ ғʀᴏᴍ ʜɪᴍ ᴘʟs ʜᴇʟᴘ ᴍᴇ ɢᴇᴛ ᴀᴡᴀʏ ғʀᴏᴍ ʜɪᴍᴘʟs ʜᴇʟᴘ ᴍᴇ ɢᴇᴛ ᴀᴡᴀʏ ғʀᴏᴍ ʜɪᴍᴘʟs ʜᴇʟᴘ ᴍᴇ ɢᴇᴛ ᴀᴡᴀʏ ғʀᴏᴍ ʜɪᴍᴘʟs ʜᴇʟᴘ ᴍᴇ ɢᴇᴛ ᴀᴡᴀʏ ғʀᴏᴍ ʜɪᴍᴘʟs ʜᴇʟᴘ ᴍᴇ ɢᴇᴛ ᴀᴡᴀʏ ғʀᴏᴍ ʜɪᴍᴘʟs ʜᴇʟᴘ ᴍᴇ ɢᴇᴛ ᴀᴡᴀʏ ғʀᴏᴍ ʜɪᴍᴘʟs ʜᴇʟᴘ ᴍᴇ ɢᴇᴛ ᴀᴡᴀʏ ғʀᴏᴍ ʜɪᴍᴘʟs ʜᴇʟᴘ ᴍᴇ ɢᴇᴛ ᴀᴡᴀʏ ғʀᴏᴍ ʜɪᴍ~💐 𝐋𝐢𝐚𝐫. 𝐋𝐢𝐚𝐫. 𝐋𝐢𝐚𝐫. 𝐋𝐢𝐚𝐫. 𝐋𝐢𝐚𝐫. 𝐋𝐢𝐚𝐫. 𝐋𝐢𝐚𝐫. 𝐋𝐢𝐚𝐫. 𝐋𝐢𝐚𝐫. 𝐋𝐢𝐚𝐫. 𝐋𝐢𝐚𝐫. 𝐋𝐢𝐚𝐫. 𝐋𝐢𝐚𝐫. 𝐋𝐢𝐚𝐫. 𝐋𝐢𝐚𝐫. 𝐋𝐢𝐚𝐫. 𝐋𝐢𝐚𝐫. 𝐋𝐢𝐚𝐫. 𝐋𝐢𝐚𝐫. 𝐋𝐢𝐚𝐫. 𝐋𝐢𝐚𝐫. No no no. No no no. No no no. No no no. No no no. No no no. No no no. No no no. No no no. No no no. No no no. [ᴛᴀʀɢᴇᴛᴛᴇᴅ]

I'm still crying.

I can't keep someone in a relationship with me for even a month.All 3 of my gfs blatantly said they didn't like me anymore.One left me after 3 days because she found a new guy.My other one was on and off with me for 2 years.Each time I cried after.It was always bc i supposedly cheated.My most recent one was different because we both lost feelings.Idk if I'll ever meet someone who truly loves me.I also got turned down by my crush,my most recent one.My current one is way out of my league because I'm chopped.I keep trying to improve but end up doing the same things.Not trying hard.

Ì ʷᵃⁿⁿᵃ ᗪIᗴ ʟᴏʟʟʟʟʟʟ 𝓫𝓾𝓽 ｍａｙｂｅ ᴵ wiსს 𝔪𝔞𝔶𝔟𝔢 I ᵈᵒⁿ'ᵗ 𝕴 աíll decide 𝖺𝗇𝖽 ᙏඞƳᙖᙓ ɨ ᗯOᑎ'T 𝒾𝓉 𝒹ₑₚₑₙ𝒹ₛ^_^

𝐖𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠: 𝐦𝐨𝐦𝐦𝐲 𝐢𝐬𝐬𝐮𝐞𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐒/𝐀 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐬𝐮𝐢𝐜𝐢𝐝𝐞! . . . . . . . . . . . . 𝐌𝐲 𝐦𝐨𝐦 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐮𝐧𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐚𝐛𝐥𝐞 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐈 𝐬𝐚𝐲 𝐧𝐨 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐬 𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐈 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐦𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐚 𝐜𝐫𝐢𝐦𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐈'𝐦 𝐭𝐢𝐫𝐞𝐝 𝐨𝐟 𝐢𝐭 𝐩𝐥𝐬 𝐦𝐨𝐦 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐩 𝐢𝐦 𝐛𝐥𝐞𝐞𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐮𝐫 𝐦𝐲 𝐦𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐩 𝐩𝐥𝐬. 𝐈 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐞𝐧𝐝 𝐢𝐭 𝐚𝐥𝐥..

I'm probably gonna get flamed. but i dont want to be Christian anymore. I'm sorry. I don't wanna explain why. But it isn't working out for me. I'd rather be honest.

HELLOOOOO ^^ HOW ARE YOU GUYS??? ACTUALLY IF UR SAD VENT TO ME HERE OKIE^^

𝕀'𝕞 𝕣𝕦𝕟𝕟𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕠𝕦𝕥 𝕠𝕗 𝕥𝕚𝕞𝕖. 𝕤𝕒𝕪𝕠𝕟𝕒𝕣𝕒. 𝕀'𝕞 𝕤𝕠𝕣𝕣𝕪 𝕞𝕪 𝕥𝕚𝕞𝕖 𝕙𝕒𝕤 𝕔𝕠𝕞𝕖 𝕟𝕠 𝕀'𝕞 𝕟𝕠𝕥 𝕘𝕠𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕥𝕠 𝕓𝕖 𝕕𝕖𝕒𝕕 𝕚𝕥'𝕤 𝕤𝕠𝕞𝕖𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕖𝕝𝕤𝕖

2025 August 12. My mom and dad left me at my aunts house for a quick appointment for my brother and my parents had to go to their appointment. Idk why I couldn't come with them. At first everything was fine until around in the evening. I was upstairs in the guests room when my aunt randomly grabbed me by neck. I asked her to let go over and over. She wouldn't and she started touching me inappropriately, I started crying and tried to pull back. She slapped me across the face and my nose started bleeding, saying I was overreacting. Olivia suddenly ran upstairs holding a hammer and hit my aunt's head, and she passed out. I don't know what happened after that, I fell unconscious. I remember being in the car with Olivia holding my hand and looking out the window, I think my parents were talking to police. When she noticed me awake she told me she heard me crying and realised my aunt was harassing me and she grabbed a hammer left on a desk and hit her. My shirt was literally ripped and covered in my blood and my pants were unzipped. The next day I was at Olivia's house because my father was scared Id do something so he knew I trusted Olivia. My aunt went to jail for p3d0ph1le and I couldn't sleep for 12 days straight