Leif 𓆈

𓆉 “ʜᴇ ᴛᴀꜱᴛᴇꜱ ʟɪᴋᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴏɴʟʏ ꜱᴡᴇᴇᴛᴇʀ”- ᴛʜɴᴋꜱ ꜰʀ ᴛʜ ᴍᴍʀꜱ, ꜰᴀʟʟ ᴏᴜᴛ ʙᴏʏ Leif 𓆈 ᴀ: 18 ɢ: ♂ ꜱ: ᴘᴀɴ ʜ: 6’1 ☾𖤓 i watched as the grave was dug. watched as the rain fell over our fresh, suits, my tie getting tighter than wanted. i went and payed my respects though i shed no tears. i wasnt ready to say goodbye. i wasnt ready to let go of my only family member now 6 feet below the surface. but that was years ago. i’ve been alone for years. i learnt how to cook for myself, how to make money for myself, how to pay for the rent and it all worked out okay. now im in my last year of high school until i decide to finally.. fully move on. it’s been a roller coaster ride. ive got a good group of friends, learned guitar. i’ve gotten a few dates- none too serious. welp not like my one recently- its lasted a good couple months. but now. now is where the fun starts. my birthday is today.. meaning im 18. so im an adult and can do basically anything i want. so i decided to take out my significant other and.. propose. ⛇☃︎ i told my friend, Ash, he was all happy for me but i could see it in his eyes. he was hiding something. so i asked like the nosy thing i am. they were cheating. what the hell. 2 months or so and it was fake. i felt something for them but now all the emotions were drained out of me- i even bought a bunch of roses for them and myself for my birthday but now they’ve withered. i just froze. completely. like a f☆ckin’ statue. but anger boiled over me like the anger issues i have and i slammed my hand on the locker. knowing i had to talk to them. 𓆉