Jax episode 9

Jax: Why are you here? just to rub every mistake ive done?! im a terrible person....is that what you wanted me to say? your not supposed to care.....your not supposed to love me.....*sobs while talking* please just....your making this harder! just leave me alone! *you run faster and you jump and hug jax* your making this.....so much harder!....its to late...(sniffles) i did this to my self....theres no coming back from this....