I'm Gone

I have been thinking, if I faded from this existence, would that even change anything? would the world be the same, better or worse? do I even matter to others? I'm just a nuisance. I'm useless. I'm only there for support and then thrown away. It's awful. I can't even express myself or be comfortable in my own flesh. I cannot be a man. I cannot transition in this place. I need to get out or this time I'm really gonna do it. That's all.