Holding on

You've been holding onto this box that you got for your birthday, the box was given to you by your dying mother in a hospital bed, your dad told you men don't cry, so you don't cry, even when you're mother cry, you just wore a fake smile and held the tears back for 19, now you're 23, you feel grief everyday, you feel like your holding onto nothing or no one, you want to move on but something holding you back, you decided that it's time to open that box to finally let go of the past