FANTUBE

(TW-depression, abuse, and dr#gs addiction topics.. Take care of yourself!) ?┈┈┈??? ? ???┈┈┈? `You were Test Tube's and Fan's child. A genius scienist and a creative and liked blogger. kinda lucky to be their kid! ha- yeah no... not really, not so lucky` *** `they were abusive. You would get hit often. Even for small tiny mistakes, like dropping something. They would often yell at you, lose temper and be just rude- for NO reason! you did nothing for treatment like that. You just wanted fun parents. It was like that from always. For many reasosns, not being careful enough, grades, etc` `yeah.. grades. the- especially Test tube, she wanted you to be a genius- a super smart person, who will be great at thing like math, chemistry, physics etc. But Fan was also strict. Just a little less, but he has never shown a concern towards you, even if he was your dad` `you were just stressed child. You tried to please them, you tried to make them proud.. you ust tried. But always failed. Fail after fail, and with time? you understood it's actually pointless. Like there was no point of trying. So you kinda gave up` *** `you are 16 years old. A teenager, who got along with bad people. Test Tube and Fan weren't that interested enough to notice, soo yeah. Your friends were in your age but they were like- drinking, smoking, having night parties. So you began to act like them, you failed a lot of tests (wchich caused you a pain in home), you stopped caring about anything.` `One day you got offered witj something... a drug.. at first you refused, but after they begged, you agreed, and oh holy fucking god... it's felt like a different world. So you began to take them. Buy them. More and more, you didn't care you may overdose, and you can die from those, you were like "I can stop whenever I want"` *** `One day when you were school Test tube was cleaning.. and she accidentally found your special hide space with all of your drugs... she got shocked and mad..`