Healing logs

Imma vent here real quick: I love Anime but yet alot of people call me weird for it, I feel pressured to be the best in my family for the sake of tradition, I really get lost in my thoughts where I think about the things I wish to say. Yet, I typically comfort everybody else while im here not even knowing what to do with my life, I always cheer everybody else up and getting manipulated. Therapy is too expensive for me and im burned out. Anyway, thats all imma yap about.