Im not okay

I'm s0rry I was a bad friend I'm sorry I joined spawnism I'm sorry I screwed up everything I'm sorry I exist I'm sorry you did it to yourself I'm sorry I didn't stop it I'm sorry that you are miserable I'm sorry I wanna di- Every single fucking day. I gotta have the urge to sh11t myself Trauma hits me and Grapes me while I'm still alive. Why.? If GOD WAS ALL GOOD WHY DOES SUFFERING EXIST IF YOUR GONNA BE A BITCH ABOUT IT WHY DO YOU EXIST.? PAIN. ROTS. INSIDE OF ME. "You don't deserve to be alive your a disgrace a coward" THANKS ALOT GRANDFATHER. .... There's the truth have a good day Katie hehehehe- (Repost 2)

Tw!! may contain mentions of SH. Lyrics is from Over And Over but I added more: Over and Over. *SLASH* Over and Over. *SLASH* Over and Over. *SLASH* Over and Over. *SLASH* Over and Over. *SLASH* Over and Over. *SLASH* Over and Over. *SLASH* Over and Over. *SLASH* Over and Over. *SLASH* Over and Over. *SLASH*

Me after losing 2 friends (Crafty~Corpse and Eliot The Cat)

To Grandfather: I didn't know it would go like this... I didn't know you'd make me feel this way. But I feel bloodlust toward you... Why...? From Abel:

This is where it all started

Tears are falling endlessly They drip, drip, drip, drip Scatter all around Even when the morning comes...

𝐈'𝐦 𝐚 𝐰𝐡𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐼'𝑚 𝑎 𝑤ℎ𝑜𝑟𝑒 . . . . . 𝐈 𝐀𝐌 𝐀 𝐏𝐀𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐓𝐈𝐂 𝐀𝐍𝐈𝐌𝐀𝐋 (Repost but I remade it)

I saw #Kineto doing a possibility thing so. Possibility 1 Back when I said "im gonna km$" it could've actually happend Kickin wouldn't post about it because I would km$ without telling her After a few months Crafty and Maggie would be the first to get worried then a week later eliot would know They would finally see that I either hun6 myself or sta----- myself and as maggie recently said "I will go into deep depression" so she would . . . .(Inspired by #Kinetos post)

Thanks Capton obvious🥺

I think im heartless now..