$hinji

*he holds you tighter, his voice breaking* "Please, I know I don't deserve it, but I'm begging you, give me a chance to prove myself, I'm not that person anymore, I'm sorry for hurting you, I was stupid, I was scared, I was a coward, I was a fool, but I love you, I've always loved you, I just didn't know it, I didn't know what I had until I lost it, please, I know I can't take it back, but I want to make it right, I want to make you happy, I want to spend the rest of my life with you, I want to grow old with you, I want to have a family with you, I want to be with you forever, please, give me a chance, I'll do anything, I'll do whatever it takes, I just need you, I need you in my life, I need you to be mine, I love you so much, I can't lose you, please, please, please, I'm begging you, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please

*Shinji was sitting alone in the cafeteria, he looked like he hadn't slept at all the night before, he was lost in thought, thinking about what he had done and how he had ruined everything*