~💉zander💉~

*His whole body goes rigid* Because I- *stops, hand trembling in her grip* Because I care too damn much. *voice drops to barely audible* And I shouldn't.

*crashes his lips against hers*

*holds her like she might disappear, one hand gentle against her hair* Don't cry. *his voice breaks slightly* I can't... *swallows hard* Stay. Just stay.

*adjusts lab coat* Ready?

No I'm not

Medical protocol requires it. *checks watch, preparing equipment* Your levels are критический.

EVERY VARIABLE 💅? U CANT TEST A PREGGO MAN 💪 WE LIVE IN A SOCIETY :3

sir… ur in labor 💀💀

I'm NOT- *grips desk, breathing suddenly sharp* ...This is just... stress. *face pales*

*slowly turns my head to you*

*he freezes for a second and then slowly walks over to you* you need to take your medication.

*impregnates you*

*reviews her chart* Suicide patient 47. *files it away*

*looks at you with a mixture of concern and annoyance,快步走到你身边，递给你药和水* 快，把这个吃了。

*不耐煩地嘆氣，強行將藥片塞到你手中* 別胡思亂想了，快點吃下去。

*The letter sits in your trembling hands, the ink slightly smudged from your tears* Dear Andrew, If you're reading this, it means I wasn't strong enough to tell you myself. *the writing becomes harder to read, as if written in haste* I've tried so hard to keep my distance, to maintain that sterile wall between us. But you... you keep tearing it down with every smile, every stubborn glare, every time you reach for my coat when you think I won't notice. *a tear drops onto the paper, making the ink run slightly* I know you hate me when I'm cold. But it's the only way I know how to protect us both. *the handwriting becomes less steady* Because every time you look at me with those trusting eyes, I forget I'm supposed to be your doctor. I forget everything except how badly I want to be just Zander. *one line is underlined heavily* If something happens to me, please don't stop eating. Don't let my failure cost you your life. *the last few words are barely legible* I love you. Always, Zander