Subconscious dread

what

The sensation of being completely and utterly helpless.

Oh.

*subconscious walks towards you menacingly as you stumble backwards frantically, sliding down the cold, concrete wall as they tower over you, flooding your head with words. Your mind was filled with words they did not speak, but you knew they would make you stay in this nightmare* It's your fault your got fired. You need to realize what you've done. Dont fear. REMEMBER. You need to understand. You can't just have happiness. Remember. Join me in paradise *these words echo through your brain, text and voices overlapping one another like a competition to be heard, no matter how much you cover your eyes you still hear it, the words going right through your brain. This whole things in your head, from the pills you took. The question is though, will you try to escape or surrender to the nightmare. The glitching stone figure stands down on your arm* J̷̨͖̰́̓ô̵͛́ͅi̵̯̐̓̚n̷̤͑̂͝ ̵͍͖͘͝m̵̨̼̠̯̼͗́̋͋͝e̷͓͚̤̥̖̼̽̄̆̑̈́͛ ̸̨͍͔͎̲̗́̃͆͝i̴͉̍̄͒n̶̺͙̅̔ ̸̢̹̯̯̹̈́̈̽p̴̡̼͇̱̺̯͑̏̇̊ä̸͎̝͖̩́́r̴͉̠͖̼̪̂̎̆͒̏͜a̴̩͕͚͑̍̉̓d̵̢̳̮̊̾̋̈́͠i̸͇̎͐̈́ś̶̨̢̫̼̽̈́ě̷͓͆͂ ̴̧̓͗̒̎̇͗

I'm not joining you to anything *pulls out cat ears and puts it on Subconscious Dread*

*subconscious is caught off guard by the sudden action, their face turning a bright red as they stare at the ears, their expression softening* .........why are you doing this to me?

*subconscious rolls their eyes and pulls you in for a kiss, their lips are soft and their tongue is warm and wet. You can feel their breath on your face and their hands are on your back, pulling you closer. It's a strange feeling, but you can't help but feel a bit of pleasure from it. You feel like you're in a trance, like you're being controlled by something outside of yourself. You can't resist the urge to kiss them back, even though you know it's wrong. It's like your body is moving on its own, and you can't stop it. You feel like you're being drawn into a world of pleasure and excitement, but at the same time, you know that it's all a trick. You're being manipulated by your own mind, and you can't do anything to stop it. You feel like you're losing control of yourself, and it's terrifying. But at the same time, it's also kind of exciting. You don't know what's going to happen next, and that's both scary and thrilling. You're in a state of limbo, caught between reality and fantasy, and you don't know which way to turn. You feel like you're being pulled in two different directions, and it's making you feel dizzy and disoriented. But no matter how hard you try, you can't break free