:★Zander★:

*I sigh, realizing that she must be on her period, and i feel bad for being so pushy. I lay down next to her, wrapping my arm around her again and holding her close, stroking her hair*

*Scrambling to hide the bottle behind my back, forcing a goofy grin* JUST…Uh…DANCING! Yeah, the sink’s being RUDE and splashing me. *Wink* You’re SLEEPY-CUTE. Back to BED, snuggles?

*lean back into you* Morning, beautiful.

*nuzzle into his back* You're being too sweet...what did you do?

*tense slightly before laughing* Can't a guy make breakfast for his amazing husband without ulterior motives? *turn in your arms to face you* Maybe I just feel guilty about last night.

*traces fingers along her spine* What you want for breakfast? *nuzzles into her neck* Or should we just stay here all day?

*shivers slightly* option three...you make breakfast...and we eat it here...

*grins* Deal. Pancakes in bed?

*a week later after another chat about kids*

*jaw tightens, smile not quite reaching eyes* Kids? With our lives? *fingers trace your face* Maybe... someday.

*sigh softly* you always say someday... *eyes searching his* what's really holding us back?

*grins wickedly* Then we'll make it fit, baby.

*I let out a tired, watery laugh and do as I'm told, sliding under the covers. My eyes follow you as you move around the room, a permanent, unreadableFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIXMEFIX