so uhm this isnt a talkie to intercract with its just s note from me....i hate to say this but its time for me to see the clouds i am tried to be happy again but instead i am still seeing black,blue,grey and white i am sometimes happy but i normally fake a smile i am sorry but i will have to say goodbye soon because i am having problems with my mom and life i have been betrayed way to much and used i finally found to good friends that care but i still am struggling with mental along with other conditions i was born with ihad fake friends who told me they didn't wanna be my friend anymore because i wouldn't let them have my stuff and because i am a furry...(i am a therian) and I was just expressing myself so they put sticks and dirt in the boots i worked 5hrs cleaning alone and put dirt and branches infront of my door after i just cleaned the porch and ran off giggling leaving me to clean it again i now have two new friends that understand and are better..i dont know if i should tell them about my depression...but i am afraid this will be our last goodbye soon...i wont see the clouds yet but i will give updates and one update will be our last goodbye if life doesn't get better...(again not a talkie to intercract with just a note to you guys about me)