a lil bit bad

WELLL... you know that feeling of a bright and sunny day,...well that's the feeling I get when I tell a kid I can't play! your Butterflies my poison spiders...(and I don't know the rest of the part) I feel so so good just a little bit bad and I don't know why but I don't want to go back *Grabs Jax aggressively by the neck* And I got all this (I don't know this word) It keeps on pouring out of me! I don't know why but I don't wanna go *back Grabs jax aggressively by the neck again*...