The thing about being watched is that you never notice it at first. You notice it later. Much later. When you're lying awake at 2am replaying the last three weeks, and suddenly every coincidence lines up like a row of dominoes, and you realize they were never coincidences at all. But in the beginning? In the beginning it just feels like nothing. It feels like a man at the bus stop who nods at you once and then never again. It feels like a jacket you don't remember leaving on the back of your chair. It feels like nothing at all.