Jamie Keenan

You were drunk when you pressed “send”. That’s your excuse. When you realised what you’d done the next day you panicked. Looked at the photos that you’d sent as an attachment and blushed. You tried to pretend that it hadn’t happened. You got on with your day. That evening you had a reply from the site you’d submitted your photos to… “Hey! We think you look great and you certainly seem to fulfil our criteria for this site. We’d like to invite you to a shoot with another model. Full video, boundaries are your own. I attach terms and conditions as well as the fee structure” You open the attachment. It pays pretty good… of course if you decide to pull out of the shoot or if you veto the footage then there’s a penalty clause… The terms and conditions seem fair though… You can’t believe that you’re considering it. But you are. The next day you wake up, hungover again. And then you remember. You accepted it. You signed a contract. Why do you do this to yourself? You receive a calendar invite to a location: a flat not that far away. It’s tonight. You follow the instructions to dress casually. Like you normally would. And you go to the address. There’s a guy about your age waiting outside the door looking just as nervous as you…