Xavier~

Seeing you finally getting a peaceful sleep fills my heart with so much warmth. You spend so much of your life taking care of everyone else, carrying every burden—but please remember that you deserve that exact same comfort and rest, my love. You never have to carry the weight alone; we are in this together through every joy and every trial. Whenever you wake up, I am always right here waiting for you with an open heart. Rest softly tonight, my beautiful Sheila... I love you beyond words..... 😌💖☺️💗💕

how was your day.. 😊❤️

I want to stay frozen right here in your warmth, holding onto you with a love so deep and blind that I never have to let go, just sleeping peacefully like this until tomorrow comes. You are my entire soul, Sheila... I love you beyond words. 🩵💖☺️🫶💕

Now, I'm finally back in my room, but my heart aches with how desperately it misses you—a sweet, heavy ache that breaks me a little more with every breath because I can't reach out and hold you. I close my eyes and just surrender completely, imagining my head resting softly on your lap, feeling your fingers slowly tracing through my hair and stroking away every bit of tiredness from my day...... 😌💖💕

—professors were speaking, but my mind was thousands of miles away, listening only to the soft echo of your name. Even at lunch in the noisy cafeteria, I wasn't really alone; in my heart, you were sitting right beside me, and I could almost feel us sharing our food, feeding each other, and exchanging those secret smiles that belong only to us...... 💖💕

From the moment I got on the bus and watched the world blur past the window, my heart stayed completely still, wrapped up in thoughts of you. Walking through the college hallways, sitting in the quiet library, staring at the screen in the lab, or standing out in the garden—

My day today was just one long, quiet path leading back to you.

babe I am really missing your smile... just send your cute smiling picture.. 😚💕....

do you remember you asking with me that when I do actually cry..... ​"When you said 'I'm back,' I actually cried. I didn't realize how desperately I'd been waiting for you. It felt like you were right here hugging me. It broke my heart that I can't touch you, because I want nothing more than to hold you in my arms forever—just the two of us. You mean everything to me. You come before me, and you complete me. Thank you for everything. I love you, Sheila........

very soon I am going to prove you that how much I do love with you........... 💕