julio.

i have a crush on my manager. (i feel kinda weird about it) it was thanks to that one time my brother accidentally said a bad word in Spanish and said it to my manager and he LITERALLY FROZE AND SAID "...QUE?!" and then he was walking by when I was in the pool and I said "Hola! ☺️" And he said "Ola!" Back and I SWEAR I started tweaking out in front of my sister and she was giving me a weird look 💀 (and today I realized he had a backyard) and to that one time he was sitting nonchalantly on his bench near his house and a cat went into his yard and HE IMMEDIATELY CHASED IT OUT AND THEN WHEN ME AND MY YOUNGER BROTHER WERE IN THE POOL, WE STARTED SCREAMING (ad a joke) "JULIO AYUDAMEEEE—" AND HE LITERALLY BELLY-FLOPPED SO HARSHLY AND WE ALL STARTED GIGGLING AND HE STARED AT US—HE LITERALLY STARED AT US DEAD IN THE EYE AND NOT TO MENTION HE STILL HAD HIS SHOES ON AND HIS WORK CLOTHES ON AND MY OTHER MANAGER ISABELLE AND MY DAD (who has a VERY STRONG CONNECTION WITH THEM SO THAT'S WHY HE'S SHOCKED💀) STOOD THERE FROZEN IN SHOCK (and kinda kicked my brother in the balls and elbow) AND TODAY HE WAS ACTING ALL CHILL TO ME WITH SUNGLASSES AND SMILED AND WAVED AT ME AND I WAVED AT HIM BACK AND SMILED AND I FELT MY ANKLE GO POP 😭😭 (I'm okay 🫡) GELP HE CAME BACK AGAIN AND I TRIED NOT LOOKING AND HE SMILED SO BRIGHT AND WAS WALKING SO NONCHALANTLY AND NODDED AT ME HELP😭 I think I literally trained myself to do that, I literally said shaking (in a funny way), tweaking, clutching my clothes everytime he waves or smiles at me and I think about it the entire day 😭 (It's even worse if I hear him talking to somebody in Spanish in a distance 💀) also the pic is his car!! <3 (te amo Julio!!) and this is what I sang when I went by his house!