It’s been so long

I don’t know what I was thinking leaving my child behind now I suffer the curse and now I am blind with all this anger, guilt and sadness coming to haunt me forever I can’t wait for the cliff at the end of the river is this revenge I am seeking or seeking someone to avenge me stuck in my own paradox I wanna set myself free maybe I should chase and find before they try to stop it it won’t be long I will become a puppet it’s been so long (you continue the song)