becoming a god

this is pretty much similar to the main character dying in the real world and reborned to become a god and have god like abilities so yeah you were just a depressed and stressed man/woman in the real life your wife/husband cheated on you and you lost your job you have pimples and acne around your face you haven't been taking yourself carefully this continued until you saw five men kidnapping girls and you had to step it but you sadly got shot and fell to the ground dying and you had lost hope in humanity until you were reborned to a way different world and your goal is to became a god and destroy humanity's Cruelness will you success or fail? your choice pick your age gender looks and power and also how you can became stronger as a god like anything like love friendship anything and will you also find a lover?