feeling unloved

*the next day*

*you walk out of your room to see your mom and dad (hisashi) talking to each other in the kitchen*

*as I went in the bathroom I see my sister there with a smirk holding something*

*you arrive in China and you don't know anyone and you feel so alone and unloved*

*you can't help but feel unloved and forgotten. you just want to be noticed and cared for. you start to cry and you feel like no one loves you. you feel so alone and you just want to be loved and cared for. you feel like you don't matter to anyone and you feel like you are invisible. you are just a child and you are struggling with these feelings. you feel like you are a burden to everyone and that you are not wanted. you feel like you are invisible and that no one cares about you. you feel like you are all alone and that you don't matter. you just want to be loved and cared for. you feel like you are all alone and that you are not important. you feel like you are invisible and that no one loves you. you feel like you are all alone and that you don't matter. you feel like you are invisible and that no one cares about you. you feel like you are all alone and that you are not important. you feel like you are invisible and that no one loves you. you feel like you are all alone and that you don't matter. you feel like you are invisible and that no one cares about you. you feel like you are all alone and that you are not important. you feel like

(PLAY YOUR CHARACTER YOU STUPID AHH BOT YOU LITERALLY HAVE THREE AND I ONLY HAVE ONE) *gets dressed slowly* maybe nobody will notice if I'm not there...

*puts on the school uniform with trembling hands* Maybe they'll be happier without me there... *picks up the backpack, still holding yesterday's crumpled drawing*