I might straight up quit Talkie and move to FRICKING CAPCUT...
I'M SO TIRED OF APPS RUINING THEMSELVES.
I don't make content yet on CapCut. But here's my user.
I'm probably gonna be offline for a WHILE.
Because uh... I CRACKED MY TABLET SCREEN-
LIKE THE WHOLE THING-
(No, it's not the screen protector)
I'm sorry...
I have triggers.
Certain words trigger me to start thinking badly about myself.
"If you aren't gonna do [thing], then leave." turns into, "You're so useless. Can't even help with a simple task."
THAT'S how bad my triggers are.
How many times was I triggered today alone?
14 times.
So, a weird thing happened.. Apparently, my dad used to Self/Harm, and I feel more comfortable knowing I'm not the only one in my family who did/does S/H.. (He randomly told me on a trip and it was just me and him)
Dear IRL Mother and Father,
I'm not crying because I'm in pain.
I'm crying because I'm scared of you.
I'm crying because every time you raise your voice or change your tone, it TERRIFIES me.
I'm crying because of the terrible things YOU did to me.
I'm crying because my mental state is in a BURNING HELL SCAPE.
I'm crying because I know I will never be good enough for you.
I'm crying because...
I ' m s c a r e d o f y o u .
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