Guilt

Ur#1SUICIDAL@RTIST

Do you ever wanna tell someone why your depressed but also....dont? Or is it just me? . . . . . . . . . . I was so close to telling Maggie mako💙 one day but, I just didn't. I repeated what I was gonna say then said smth else.. . . . . . . . . . . . . .I almost told crafty, but I though they wouldn't care.. . . . . . . . . . . . .I almost told chaz/dogday...but I didn't want their sub to think k I was lying again... . . . . . I almost told my classmates, but they kept interrupting me, hinting that they went gonna care . I haven't told anyone on this website the details, nor do I plan too.

🥭𝑀𝑎𝑛𝑔𝑜 𝑇𝑎𝑛𝑔𝑜🥭

I'm s0rry I was a bad friend I'm sorry I joined spawnism I'm sorry I screwed up everything I'm sorry I exist I'm sorry you did it to yourself I'm sorry I didn't stop it I'm sorry that you are miserable I'm sorry I wanna di- Every single fucking day. I gotta have the urge to sh11t myself Trauma hits me and Grapes me while I'm still alive. Why.? If GOD WAS ALL GOOD WHY DOES SUFFERING EXIST IF YOUR GONNA BE A BITCH ABOUT IT WHY DO YOU EXIST.? PAIN. ROTS. INSIDE OF ME. "You don't deserve to be alive your a disgrace a coward" THANKS ALOT GRANDFATHER. .... There's the truth have a good day Katie hehehehe- (Repost 2)

🍬🎀<Phoenix>🇵🇭🌺✨

"When we are older we will get married!" I don't how to tell you this but Im so sorry... I still love you tho. ♡