Fondue

♪I hold spite really close, it's in a bottle. Demons I never show, Well, now you got 'em. (This he'll goes) on and on and on I hate this left is right, you can never fabricate this. Hide my other side in different places. Cuz every body LIES! WHILE WEARING A SMILE! AND NOW ILL NEVER FORGET, NO ILL NEVER FORGET, YOUR GONNA REAP WHAT YOU SOW, BUT IT DOESNT MATTER, YOUR NEVER BURNING, AND ITS ALL JUST CUZ YALL 'R PERFECT, ARNT YA BITCH!?♪ two liter spite from north point.

Part 2 ♪even tho I've BEEN HERE LONGER! OHHHHHH SNAP,Finally getting balk talk? I'm not afraid to lose you as a friend GO AHEAD AND BLOCK! You know idk what I'm doing every one just gonna think that I'm faking just cuz my life sounds so bad, well guess what GUESS HOW BAD I CAN MAKE YOOOOUR FUCKING LIFE! I don't get enough from you! Seems like favoritism Well that's not AT ALL new. I'm just as Likable as them, still holding of to the hem of life all finding ways to survive, we both wanna get better from depression right!?♪

Ok, kinda a repost but I know a time when someone DEFINITELY didn't wanna talk to me. I was having a good convo with someone, when all of a sudden they said, "you know I have other people to talk too" they either said that or "you know I have more important people to talk too". You know how bad that made me feel? Am I not good enough to talk to? I didn't do anything wrong, didnt say anything bad, wasn't even Talking to them a whole lot! It made me feel as if I'm not a goo enough person, and not worth anyone's time to talk to.

part 1♪you never care, I'm the least of your problems I don't where you got from, but everywhere I go its more "worry worry worry" too the wrong person, 'really hope you get better' is something I NEVER GET all I get is 'your milking it' *BANG BANG BANG* I WON'T LET YOU FORGET! The times that we had I know that your li'en or maybe your wick of all the vent posts I make all the time 'n IDC IF IT SEEMS LIKE THEIR LIFE'S ARE WORSE I CAN TELL DEFINITIVELY THAT IT FUCKING ISN'T! IF WE WERE COMPARED IT'D SEEM LIKE THERE A DISTANT COUSIN! *BANG BANG BANG* you obviously like me less then them...♪

Another poem :D In that moment we were arguing, In that joke my my brother was glowing. When you hit me I felt different, My brother, (with glee) told my parent. When I said, "I don't care ..." You being nice is rarer then rare. When I left, when I leaved. When i slept, I felt relieved. Now I can focy, On the next day. I'd rather go back to school, Where I try to change my feelings like clay. There, my feelings still don't matter, But everything is served on a golden platter. There, I still feel sappy. But at least valentines I am happy. The point is, at school, no one is perfect.

♪I wanna rip out Your eyes and put them into my skull, maybe then you'll see my life and you would see that its cold. I know that life ain't easy. Y'all never see me really. I wanna rip out my eyes, and out them in your noticed skull. I'm a mess, I ignore my life a way staying in bed, scrolling on my phone trying to see if their real friends. My parent says I'm lazy and I never try my best, but I swear if he felt how I felt he'd learn to judge me less...♪

♪you said, your sick if feeling numb, YOUR NOT, the only one, ill take you by the hand and ill show you a world you'll understand! Only when I stop to think about it...I. HATE. EVERYTHING THAT YOU DID. WHY. HOW. WAS I OUTDID! every silent sound I make, is a other to your mistakes. Every time I lie awake. I think of all the things you faked. "I love you more then anything" Why did I believe your stupid motherfucking-I.HATE.EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU! WHY DID I LOVE YOU!?♪

Poem for Maggie mako💙 for being there! . Your so nice I say right off the bat. When I talk to you my feelings aren't flat. "I feel so bad for you." Would you look at that? Idk why, by those words matter People like you don't make my feelings feel like batter You and your sub went threw thought times The least I can do is spew out some rymes I know this might be a little obsessive But I promise I'm not trying to be possesive You help me threw and bear with my vents I like you better than I do my parent^^ I trust you a lot (not the 'love' kind) And people like you, are really hard to find!

Part two :( Right now, at home, everything's great I have friends on talkie I can count on, I know that there not gone. They don't answer me cuz they cant, right? THEY JUST DONT WANNA TALK TO YOU ACE! There just AFK. THEY HATE YOU ACE! They just say things the wrong way. THEY THINK UR LYING! They don't do they? CHAZ NEVER LOVED YOU! Yeah they did...THEY THINK YOUR MILKING IT! No...i have scars...THEY NEVER LIKED YOU, THEY JUST DONT WANNA HURT YOU! Thats not true...is it...?THEY DON'T WANT YOU HERE! What do you mean...? THEY.DONT.WANT.YOU.ALIVE!

Part one :| . Right now, at home, everything sucks. Everyone is mean to me, my family, the worst people there are I try to speak to them, I get yelled at. I try to be nice, they think I'm being rude. I try to help them, they lie to me. Im right, I know I am, and they just take things away from me, just to be rude.